Here it is!!
and Happy New Year to everyone :)
Monday, 31 December 2012
Newest video and last video of 2012!
This is my last video of 2012, i really hope you like it, i have had this song on repeat since it first came out on the 'RED' album.
Here it is!!
and Happy New Year to everyone :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KDANcDqwCmU
Here it is!!
and Happy New Year to everyone :)
Monday, 24 December 2012
3am Musings
It's Christmas Day... So first off, Merry Christmas!
It's currently 3am, and I can't sleep, sadly it's not due to excitement- although I wish it was- so I suggest not reading on if you don't want me to dampen your festive spirits.
2012 has been a great year in many aspects, however for many reasons I am so so glad to say goodbye to it. I hold out the hope that 2013 will be better.
Whilst 2012 has been so-so and i say i am glad to say 'Adios!'; i am also terrified to progress into 2013. This next year will be really big and important, after 13 years it will be my concluding year or school and I will be pushed into the realities of living in this big world. Frankly, the thought terrifies me, especially because I really am not sure what I am going to do when I do leave school!!
All of my friends have applied to Unis and next year will be heading off to their choices(provided they get the grades-which they will) whereas I really have no plan. I really have no idea. Also, I hate change, and knowing so much of it is round the corner has meant many sleepless nights worrying and questioning how I am going to cope with 2013.
I know I want to do music, I honestly believe there is no point in doing something unless you are happy. I know I wouldn't be happy doing anything other than music, but I can't keep on holding onto the hope that between now and July 2013 someone is going to take me under their wing and help me complete my conquest. If not, then i don't know what I am going to do when school ends... i'd love to go live in London and play shows but with what money? but at the same time i can't stay on the Isle of Wight because there is nothing here(seriously) I feel that I just need someone to believe in me, I feel in my gut that good things have to be happening soon, but then, how can I be going into music if I don't believe that?? It's such a risky industry, full of games and players. I don't want to get lost but I do want to be wandering the maze.
Life is so difficult and confusing, I have no sense of direction. Although I am provided with so much support, and I know some people believe in me, it is so hard to not feel overwhelmed. It is especially hard when I watch those who are of the same age succeeding like I would love too. I am not bitter nor jealous, however watching from the sidelines motivates me to strive harder to achieve all that I want. I wish I could be a famous persons daughter so I had a straight and easy way in 😣 but I will try so hard in the next year to prove to everyone-including myself and my doubts- that it is possible to achieve what is thought to be impossible.
3am thoughts are scary and unnerving. Yet I felt I had to share, if not I think I might drive myself to (as of right now) unthinkable places.
Love Sarah
It's currently 3am, and I can't sleep, sadly it's not due to excitement- although I wish it was- so I suggest not reading on if you don't want me to dampen your festive spirits.
2012 has been a great year in many aspects, however for many reasons I am so so glad to say goodbye to it. I hold out the hope that 2013 will be better.
Whilst 2012 has been so-so and i say i am glad to say 'Adios!'; i am also terrified to progress into 2013. This next year will be really big and important, after 13 years it will be my concluding year or school and I will be pushed into the realities of living in this big world. Frankly, the thought terrifies me, especially because I really am not sure what I am going to do when I do leave school!!
All of my friends have applied to Unis and next year will be heading off to their choices(provided they get the grades-which they will) whereas I really have no plan. I really have no idea. Also, I hate change, and knowing so much of it is round the corner has meant many sleepless nights worrying and questioning how I am going to cope with 2013.
I know I want to do music, I honestly believe there is no point in doing something unless you are happy. I know I wouldn't be happy doing anything other than music, but I can't keep on holding onto the hope that between now and July 2013 someone is going to take me under their wing and help me complete my conquest. If not, then i don't know what I am going to do when school ends... i'd love to go live in London and play shows but with what money? but at the same time i can't stay on the Isle of Wight because there is nothing here(seriously) I feel that I just need someone to believe in me, I feel in my gut that good things have to be happening soon, but then, how can I be going into music if I don't believe that?? It's such a risky industry, full of games and players. I don't want to get lost but I do want to be wandering the maze.
Life is so difficult and confusing, I have no sense of direction. Although I am provided with so much support, and I know some people believe in me, it is so hard to not feel overwhelmed. It is especially hard when I watch those who are of the same age succeeding like I would love too. I am not bitter nor jealous, however watching from the sidelines motivates me to strive harder to achieve all that I want. I wish I could be a famous persons daughter so I had a straight and easy way in 😣 but I will try so hard in the next year to prove to everyone-including myself and my doubts- that it is possible to achieve what is thought to be impossible.
3am thoughts are scary and unnerving. Yet I felt I had to share, if not I think I might drive myself to (as of right now) unthinkable places.
Love Sarah
Thursday, 13 December 2012
HELLO WONDERLAND
HI
So i've finally decided to start blogging, to help document and to help share the journey. It also acts as a little online scrapbook i guess :)
I'm going to start doing this 'blogging' thing as a regular thing in 2013, so i want to know what you want to see!! FAQs, beauty things, how i do my hair(i actually don't do anything but i can pretend i do).
Let me know(i don't know how you are meant to let me know but hopefully you do!)
I have many plans for 2013, such as a new EP, a website(!!!!!!!) maybe some supporting of some artists(this is in talks but i hope it becomes concrete), i've already been booked for a couple of festivals where i live and just gigging and music and maybe i might move to London and do music until it comes pouring out of my ears and then maybe 2013 will be the first time i ever go to bed without worrying about the future, but then does anyone?!
I think this is about time to end this before i drone on for too long, i am ill and dying(not really) so no new videos until i am better(currently saving my voice for gigs this weekend)
love sarah :)
So i've finally decided to start blogging, to help document and to help share the journey. It also acts as a little online scrapbook i guess :)
I'm going to start doing this 'blogging' thing as a regular thing in 2013, so i want to know what you want to see!! FAQs, beauty things, how i do my hair(i actually don't do anything but i can pretend i do).
Let me know(i don't know how you are meant to let me know but hopefully you do!)
I have many plans for 2013, such as a new EP, a website(!!!!!!!) maybe some supporting of some artists(this is in talks but i hope it becomes concrete), i've already been booked for a couple of festivals where i live and just gigging and music and maybe i might move to London and do music until it comes pouring out of my ears and then maybe 2013 will be the first time i ever go to bed without worrying about the future, but then does anyone?!
I think this is about time to end this before i drone on for too long, i am ill and dying(not really) so no new videos until i am better(currently saving my voice for gigs this weekend)
love sarah :)
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